i've been feeling like a stranger in my own skin. i've been smiling honestly less and faking it more than i ever did in my life.
i've never felt like such a fake before. i've been a fake to my own blog, and the only reason i made it is for it to become an outlet, a place to vent. and now i can't do that here...
i'll probably be back before you know it. you won't ever realize i'm gone :)
5 comments:
I'm sorry to hear that. but i can relate...
take some time off. looks like you really need it.
Why can't you do that here? You should give it a shot.. let our your feelings and emotions. Humm, the pain isn't worth spending your time over, it may get difficult at times, but heck Carpe Diem (seize the day)..
bah dont it suck when the ppl u wana rant bout are the ppl who read the blog :P and you can no longer vent in ur blog.
oo oo *points* FAKER :p hope thing works out and u feel better and u come back n all
1st of.. we missed u
My guess is kinda in line w/ do0da's guess
Mishmisha: don't take it hard on urself... we all went thru phases when we had to be fake.. it sux, unfortunate but .. u know
its like living in this country, it sux but u have plans of doing something about it. Not necessarily leaving ofcourse just someway of dealing w/ it
u know what?.. even if they read ur blog. Be urself and dont worry about the consequences.. makes life more interesting and unpredictable ;p
You are gone for too long ! come back please ! Dont worry about faking ,everyone does it . if your cover is blown creat new one , new name , that'l be fun !
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