Things To Do Before I Die

• Go to a concert. (a real one with tickets and stuff)
• Go surfing.
• Puplish a novel.
• Go on a cruise.
• Meet a famous actor/actress. (preferably one that i like and isn't kuwaiti)
• Have the guts to punch an asshole. (not slap. punch)
• Go sky diving.
• Face my fears.

there are more but i still haven't figured them out ;P

The Perfect Woman.

All day long you would see a smile on her face; all day long you could hear laughter in her voice. She had a special spark that made her stand out in the crowd. Her voice was soft, that when she spoke you can't help but pay attention. Her eyes were windows to her gentle soul that when you looked into them you would drown in them without knowing.

Many men have fallen for her innocence and eyes that seemed to demand attention. What made her so different from other women was how experienced she was in life, and yet she was so naïve that you'd want to protect her from the world.
She thought that everyone was good at heart, she trusted everybody and anything, and she had faith in the world that was so admirable that you'd want to believe.
She was so easily read and yet at the same time extremely mysterious that you would want to know all her secrets. She had so much passion behind those piercing eyes but was held in check the whole time, which made men crave to help release that passion.

She is something that words don't do her justice, she is the topic that writers have tried to write about since the beginning, and she is the muse that poets tried to describe for centuries.

She is a mystery that every man will try to solve.


Does a woman like that even exist??

What Does Your Birthdate Mean?

Your Birthdate: December 11

Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

So basically i'm perfect but seriously flawed..

You can't help but love me.

A day on the beach

So I went to the beach today with my sister and friends. Got a mild tan. No burns (thank god). Had a blast! Might go again next week. Don't really know. We'll see til' next week to see what's gonna happen.

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She walked confidently out of the room, tears in her eyes. Don't cry. You're not gonna cry. Who you kidding? You're already crying…
Heading to the bathroom she opened the door and locked it, and started pacing, Trying to stop the tears from falling, but to no avail. The tears started to fall on their own. She didn't like this feeling, knowing that she couldn't control her own emotions, but that they controlled her. She hated that feeling, because she was always in control.
She continued pacing feeling frustrated about everything; that she was crying for something so small, and that she couldn't do anything about it and because this F#!%ing bathroom is so *tiny*! How am I supposed to move around? There's no space to move! God how I hate this place!
Suddenly she turned around and bent on the ground and grabbed the tissue box, and as she stood up again she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, quickly sitting down on the toilet seat, not bearing to see that person. She felt sick. Who is that girl? Is that really me? What she saw was a teary eyed pathetic version of herself. And after seeing herself like that she started crying all over again. Sobbing quietly, gasping at every intake of air, feeling her tears running down her chin and dropping on her lap.
She had never felt this miserable and ashamed in her life. She's tried. She tried very hard. Not hard enough obviously. Nothing was good enough. Everything she did either was wrong or had a flaw in it. She was never good enough, even though they don't have high expectation. They think that she won't make it. They *know* not think.
She was exhausted both physically and emotionally. She got up and started the water to wash her face. Trying to avoid catching a glimpse of herself in the mirror, she thought she looked worse than she was before. Her eyes stung and her nose was runny. She finished as quickly as possible and went to dry her face with a towel.
She would try harder and she will make them happy and proud of her. If I have anything to do with it. She got out of the bathroom and made the small walk to her room. She could do it; she could do anything if she put her mind to it.


Or could she?

PARTAY!

alright i'm done with my finals so that only means one thing: summer vacation has begun!
and i won't let anything keep me from making this summer worth remembering.
stay tuned for i will be posting all about my summer.


peace i'm outa here!!

just thought you should know

Here’s the deal. There will be no updating till the 20th because my finals begin on Saturday the 3rd of this month, and I will finish on the 20th.
So I will tell you all about my time studying when I finish.
Here is my schedule:

DATE: - SUBJECT: @ TIME: NOTES: (wi7da-ni9)

Sat. 3/6 - Badaniya @ 8-9:45 Ni9

Tue. 6/6 - English @ 8-12:30 Ni9 (two tests) :'(

Sun. 11/6 - Arabic @ 8-10:12 Wi7da

Mon. 12/6 - Islamiya @ 10:45-13 Wi7da

Wed. 14/6 - 7asoob @ 10:45-13 Wi7da

Sat. 17/6 - Ijtima3iyat @ 8-9:45 Ni9

Tue. 20/6 - Maktabat @ 8-9:45 Ni9 (5ala9! yeah baby!)