Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Taking responsibility...

This is something new that I wrote. And I hope that you would like it.

You have to take responsibility for your actions. It’s just the same that you have to accept the consequences which occur from those actions.
It’s what being an adult is all about, taking responsibility, and doing something about it to avoid any problems.
I said that I was an adult and that I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I was so naïve and stupid that I thought that if anything happened, my parents could fix it, even though they said that they wouldn’t help me, I thought they were just saying that so they could talk me out of it. So I went through with it and never gave it a second thought. It was as simple as simple could get. No harm could get out of it.
They say they forgot all about it, but I can see it in their eyes that their lying. I can see that they still remember and more, I can see the hatred, resentment and most of all, the thing that I cannot bear: sadness and sorrow.
It wasn't on purpose, it was an accident, and it wasn't supposed to be this way. But now I know that before every action you have to think of the consequences and others feelings or well being.
I've made some mistakes in my life, of that I will admit, and I am sure that I will make some more, people make mistakes, that's what makes us human, it's what life is all about: learning from you're mistakes and moving on to make you're life easier.
Why are they all so forgiving? I feel like I should be punished not forgiven. It really irritates me. And what I want to know is how these people live they're lives without a care in the world about what happened.
I feel so angry and frustrated about all this, and I just want to scream my lungs out and scream: "How can you not care, and turn your heads on something this big?!"
From every action there is a reaction, I found out what it really means, and it's true in every way. So let this be a lesson. I am writing this as an example so that you would think before you act and think of the consequences of these particular actions. These consequences can and might be hurtful to other's feelings.
Now I've learned from my mistakes and I feel that I have to tell others of these mistakes so that people would learn and not make the mistakes that I made and not do the same. I hope that this message is clear to every one and it doesn't have to be the same particular action, but an action that has to be thought through very careful with precise caution that you will not make a mistake as similar to mine.

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