One Meets His Destiny Often On The Road He Takes To Avoid It

The day was going well so far. We still didn’t find what we were looking for. We didn’t know what we’re actually looking for. But we wanted something for the party. We kept shopping, going from one shop into the other for a while. We had found some ‘potential’ things to wear. But we wanted something perfect for all of us.

Shopping wasn’t something I really enjoyed, but I was enjoying the company, we would make some remarks on some particular things that we felt people had the right not to see on display let alone on people..

We were getting out of a shop that we had just entered less than five minutes ago when:
*beep beep beep*

I thought to myself... this couldn’t be happening... I turn and see the sales man waving his hands and telling me not to worry about it. I thank him and catch up with them. They’re trying not to laugh. But it was a losing battle as they tried not to make eye contact with each other or with me.

“Alright let’s just keep going”
“I thought you threw away those jeans?” she asks me, with a huge grin.
“I did. This sucks man...” I say as we make our way to the next store. we pass some guys waiting outside for some girls. One guy says something about us that we didn’t pay attention to or hear, it’s nothing new to us.

As we enter it beeps again, and I turn to the security guard to see his reaction. I see him looking at me. Confused, not knowing what to do. But he kept quite. I hear them giggle and go check out some stuff. I give up and stand near the security guard so he can see that I’m not doing anything. Because I was positive when we leave I would beep. And I didn’t want to waste anybody’s time.

The hairs on the back of my neck stand with the feeling that I was being watched. I turn and I see the security guard looking at my body with a look I didn’t like. I look down and make sure that everything is the way it should be. Nothing showing and nothing is out of place. I look at him again and the look he gave me made me uncomfortable beyond belief. He was undressing me with his eyes. I didn’t like it. It was scaring me. And I wanted to leave. Desperately.

Five minutes later they come to me and say that they’re ready to leave and have some dinner. We pass the steal detector-thingy, and naturally. It beeps. I kept moving as if nothing happened. But he stops me. He asks if he can see my bag.

“Excuse me?”
“I need to check your bag,” he says while holding out his hand for it.

I hand him my bag still not sure what was going on, but if I didn’t cooperate that would mean I was hiding something, which I wasn’t. So I gave it to him. Still trying to figure out what was happening. I still don’t know.

He gives my bag back to me and says the most shocking words: “turn around and spread your arms and legs please,” he says coming closer to me.

“Wha…” he wouldn’t let me finish the sentence. He turned me around and spread my arms and legs and started patting my backside, my legs, thighs, hips, and waist. Everything. His hands were lingering everywhere and everybody knew it. Everybody stopped what they were doing and stared. The guys that were waiting, their eyes almost fell out of their sockets. Everything started to move in slow motion.

His hands began to go up my leg. I opened my mouth to say something I can’t remember even if you gave me a million k.d. But he shut me up immediately. His hands were going further up until they went to my inner thigh. I closed my eyes, not able to take it anymore. A single tear fell from my eyes when he spread my legs more roughly.
I couldn’t believe it. This was actually happening and in public and I’m just standing there. Frozen. I knew what to do if this ever happened. But for the death of me I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t hear or see anything. And I couldn’t stop it.
I didn’t know what was wrong. Why didn’t I move? Why didn’t I hit him? Why didn’t I defend myself?

Tears are still falling when he finished. He thanks me for “my cooperation” and turns back and goes to his place. I turn and walk while they’re walking behind me. One of them, I didn’t know who had my bag in her hand. I hadn’t noticed when my bag fell from my hand. I didn’t notice anything other than what was happening during those minutes. I hadn’t noticed when he started to complement my legs -saying they were beautifully shaped- when he was doing what he was doing. I hadn’t noticed the people asking themselves what was going on. I hadn’t noticed the guys trying to stop the man from what was doing to me. I had only felt my innocence leaving me.

I stop walking. I look around myself and I don’t know where I am. I have no idea why I’m even here. Why I even ran. Why I needed to escape from him.

“Sarah..” they both try to grab my attention

I wake up from my dream with tears in my eyes. And I keep crying for a long time. This was the first time I cried in three years. And I kept crying until there were no more tears. And then I cried some more. It was a dream. It was all a dream. But it felt so real that I couldn’t help but cry.

After I finished crying I lay on my bed thinking about the dream, and tried to find out what it meant. Then all of a sudden my phone rings. I look to see who it is and it’s her. I pick up the phone.

“Wanna go shopping?”

You Gotta Love Him

sha5bariiiiiiii!!! dust dust all over him man.. bes you cant help but giggle when you see him :P

ok so explain this to me. what's his deal? we all know he was abducted. but what happened after he was brought back?

is he an alien?

after they found out he was stupid they threw him away?

did they take his brain then returned him?

what's the deal? why is he so stupid?!

Preparation Is Key!

here are a few things that would help if someone came and said something about yo mama:

• Yo Mama So Stupid:

1. I told her drinks were on the house...so she went and got a ladder...
2. when you were born, she looked at your umbilical cord and said, "Wow, it comes with cable too!"
3. I found her peaking over a glass wall to see what was on the other side.
4. she watches The Three Stooges and takes notes.
5. she lost her shadow.
6. when I asked her to purchase me a Colour TV she asked me...'Which colour?'
7. she spent twenty minutes lookin' at an orange juice box because it said "concentrate".
8. she asked me what yield meant. I said "Slow down" and she said "What... does.... yield... mean?"
9. she put a phone up her ass and thought she was making a booty call.
10. she tried to drown a fish.

• Yo Mama So Fat:

1. I had to take a train and two busses just to get on her good side.
2. they had to grease a door frame and hold a Twinkie on the other side to get her through.
3. she can lay down and stand up and her height doesn't change.
4. Fat Albert gave her the rights to say "Hey, hey, hey!"
5. when she ordered a "My Size Meal" at McDonald's they gave her the key to the store.
6. when she works at the movie theater, she works as the screen.
7. all the restaurants in town have signs that say:
   "Maximum Occupancy: 240 Patrons OR Yo Mama"
8. people jog around her for exercise.
9. I ran around her twice and got lost.
10. at the zoo, the elephants started throwing her peanuts.

• Yo Mama So Ugly:

1. well.. look at you!
2. she could only be Yo mama.
3. they filmed "Gorillas in the Mist" in her shower.
4. when she joined an ugly contest, they said "Sorry, no professionals."
5. when she looks in the mirror, the reflection ducks.
6. she's uugly. I had to add another u `cause u is ugly too!
7. her shadow quit.
8. when she gets up, the sun goes down.
9. she looks like she got hit with a bag of "What the fuck?!?!"
10. her pillow cries at night.

i think it would really help if you had a yo mama-thon with someone. but i must warn you that you must not have it with one of your brothers or sisters. cause that's just stupid.

I Need To Get This Off My Chest!

ok i stole this idea from l's brain.. i took permission so it's not really considered stealing.. maybe borrowing or copying maybe? anyway here it is.. i warn you it's a little long :P

1. When I'm hanging out with you, it makes me forget about everything. I don't think you actually realize that.
2. Even with the way you treat me. I would still go to you for anything.
3. When you asked me who the post was about, I lied. It was about you.
4. Calling me and lying saying you broke your leg. That's just sick.
5. Acting like nothing happened and nothing's going on isn't working. I'm not stupid, deaf or blind. I know what's going on. I just chose to act ignorant.
6. When you talk about stuff I wouldn't give a damn about that means the world to you. I just smile and try to act interested, cause I'm afraid one day it would all be a memory.
7. When I saw you at marina mall last time I wanted to go to you and scream "Stop stalking me!" you're driving me crazy!
8. Even with all the fighting and bickering. Always know that I love you.
9. When you call me from my room all the way to the living room just because you wanted a hug. It makes me feel special, even when I make it seem annoying.
10. You're not the best thing that has ever happened. So stop acting like it.
11. We all know you're smart. You don't have to prove it.
12. When you asked me what I wanted from you. I really wanted to say this: "I want you to get up and open your eyes and realize that life isn't like your games. There are no second chances in life. And this is the real thing."
13. When you make fun of the type of music I listen to or whatever you're in the mood that day. I don't say anything about your life style. because I care about your feelings. Unlike you.
14. I wanna be just like you! You are my hero. You have managed to do everything. And I hope I'll be able to do the same.
15. When people say I'm like you. It scares me to death, because in their eyes I'll always be you. And that is something I don't wanna be.
16. Oh and you.. fuck you!! I don't care anymore. How do you like that?
    

Dear Life

Oh my baby, Oh my Love,
Ooooooh, woah, oh, woah...woah.

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Softly as a child, born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons, to go unchanged.

Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

Warm was the sun, that covered my body so.
Reminded me of you, as I’d first known.
Those were tha days, tha days, that changed my life, and made me new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it feels like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where I wonna be,
Oooh sometimes, I go on through life,
thinking that love is something that’s not meant for me,

Woooah...Somebody, somebody.

Hold on dear life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
I became somebody, through loving you.
Oh, I became somebody, through loving you.
Woah, oh. Oooooooooooo

Music by: Anthony Hamilton "Dear Life"

i absolutely love this song!! very beatiful..

I Have A Dream!!!

ok so i am left handed!! and i am proud of it!! my brother is left handed!! i don't know if he's proud of it.. he should be!! anyway..

what makes us so different? we just use our left hand instead of our right.. does that mean we know satan?

we are special! we can multi-task people!! even though right handed people can too.. but that's not the point!!

we are people too.. there's nothing satanic about using our left hands. there's nothing unlucky about writing with our left hands.. right?!

and god damn it we deserve to use knives with our left hands!!

and for crying out loud we have our own day!! (august 13th)

we are known as creative, smart people, now that is a great bonus.
alot of famous left handed people, like:
douglas adams
h.g wells
leo tolstoy
50 cent
eminem
james brown
dick van dyke
r. kelly
dane cook
robert deniro
will ferrell
eddie griffin
lisa kudrow
jay leno
and many many more.. trust me

so all you left handed people out there in the blog world make yourself known!! and lift up your hand and lift up your middle finger and say "fuck you!"

thanks.. mo bes indimajt hehe

sources from : here and here

When The Dust Is Clear, One Knows If He Is Riding A Horse Or An Ass

so i've been tagged by angel

so here goes nothin'

THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY:


*finishing something i started.

*hanging out with my friends and family.

*writing.

*knowing that when i make someone smile, i was the one who put that smile.

*reading.

*sleeping!!

*helping people.

*chocolate.

*listening to music.

*laughing.

and i think that's it.. i tag whoever wants to be tagged.

post more soon

Everybody Get Down!! *singing off key*

spring break is here people!!
let's shake it and pop it and drop it and kick it.. and break it and whatever you think of..

i am sooo happy to have finished my finals!! all those two weeks with no human contact has left me craving for human contact and wanting reassurance that people are still out there..

this is soo cool.. all my friends and family still have finals and i'm the only one who doesn't..lol 6i7saw bitches!!

anyway i'm still thinking of moving.. especially since FT (010) blocked blogger beta, i thought that's aight i'll just move. and today i realized they unblocked it.. so horay!
if the 3rd strike comes along i might move.. let's hope that doesn't happen..

god you have no idea how much i missed the internet! i've wanted to do so many stuff!! and i will later on

so anyway.. what's up with you reader?

I Think We need To Talk

i have to make this quick before she comes back..

my blog and i have been having some problems.. we can't seem to agree on anything

i try to post a picture and it's says no..
i try to put some music.. it says no..

anything i want to do.. it says no.. :(

so i may break up with my blog and go to wordpress.. do you think i should do that?
i dont know what to do.. i'll have to think about it..

oh shit i gotta go.. the blogs coming.. i seem to be running away from it alot these days..
ciao my fellow reader..

p.s i start finals tomorrow.. i'll be gone till the 16th.
see you then and wish me luck. i need it

Let's Dance!

ok i'm not sure if people already posted this or not.. but who gives a shit!! i'm posting it!!

it is hilarious!! and i love it!

it's the most watched video ever on youtube.. so i'm pretty sure some of you readers have seen it.. but what's the harm in watching it again right?

enjoy!

What You Hear If You're With Me And My Cousins..

• Me: "I'm an English bitch, and she's a French bitch, and you're a world wide bitch."

• Me: "Wanna recruit some new bitches and hoes?"
  Cousin #1: "We already have enough bitches and hoes."

• Me: "Your ass will be shoes."
  Cousin #1: "Shko?"
  Me: "Since I'm going to put my foot up yo ass."

• Cousin #2: "Can we get you anything else? A room maybe?"

• Cousin #2: "You are so controlling!"
  Me: "Allah e3een zojich."
  Cousin #1 "Shut up!!" "Can you get me a paper bag for this?"
  Me: "Inshallah" *gets up*
  Cousin #2 "Hahahahahaha!"

• Me: "I know she's a total bitch, but I really wanna watch her.."

• Cousin #2: "Dude I'm seriously hungry."
  Me: "How's that new?"

• Cousin #1 *singing Kelly Clarkson*
  Me: "Did we do something to deserve this?"
  Cousin #1: "Deserve what?"
  Cousin #2: "This torture."
  Cousin #1: "How am I torturing you?"
  Me: "You're singing."

• Me: "When we get old and they get all saggy and stuff, I'm gonna have to stuff them in my pants or put them over my shoulders."

• Me: "He's a walking billboard for birth control."

• Cousin #2: "If you were an orange. What type of orange would you be?"
  Me: "One that's not eaten."

• Cousin #2: "What kind of animal is the Sagittarius?"
  Cousin #1: "Hahahaha! There you go. Akbar daleel enna el sagis are stupid! hahaha"
  Me: "Raga3t elly gabilha. el7een shlon tabeeny aragi3 hathy?"
  Cousin #2: "So it's not an animal?"

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Here's To A New Beginning *clink clink*

it's 2007 hopefully the beginning of a great year to all of you readers out there..
have fun an try to make use of every second that you have.

to me, it doesn't feel like a new year. it feels like any other day. i don't feel different. i somehow wish i did. the last year has gone by in a blink of an eye. i remember last year we were having a party at our roof shaking our asses and it's hard to believe that was a year ago.

not alot of things happened in 06. maybe that's the reason why time is moving so fast in my eyes.

anywayzz.. happy new year my dear reader.. and i hope that you enjoy it.. since we all deserve to be happy..

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Maid "Drama"

i know this is my second post today. i'm sorry.. i'm wasting your time.. whatever!
i'm just so PISSED! who the hell does she think is threatening me?

here's the story. my uncle came for a visit. as a matter or fact he's still in the living room laughing his ass off with my dad.. dad told our maid to make tea.. sahla 9a7? 15 minutes later there's no tea. where's the F*&king tea?
10 minutes later (if you're doing the math, that's 25 minutes since he told them to make) one of our maids comes in (the new one. she's been here for 3 months) dad tells me to see what's up. i go to her to joke with her and next thing i know she starts crying! she tells me that the other maid yelled at her and made everything hard on her because dad told the new one to make tea, not her!
so i'm thinking "she's jealous?" and she starts saying how because there's no sugar she totally flipped out on her and started screaming and shit!
and then she stops and and looks behind me. i turn and see her coming. i followed her and told her to tell me what happened.. and this is what she said:
"Sarah intay la esawe drama"
!!

all this time the tea was waiting.. i told her twadeeh (3nad!) she said no!

i swear to god i was sooo close to slapping her..

i started to tell her enna t3adel eslobha o te7terim nafs,ha. that's when she started threatening us both..

then i threatened her back.. saying that enna ana ba3ad 3indy 3yoon o athoon tisma3 while making the phone sign with my hand.. that's when she shut up and said inshalla (bitch) and mithel el chalba ra7at twady el chay..

elly 9ij ba6 chabdy enna all this was about stupid freaking SUGAR!!

now if you'll excuse me i'm going to scream into my pillow. this post didn't help any..

p.s being nice is a bitch.. don't ever try it. and if you're naturaly nice.. i'm so sorry

It *IS* A Small World

today i just realized that my cousin is a very well liked blogger. i've always read his blog but never really said anything. and today i found out something about that particular blogger and it hit me hard that it's actually my cousin. i never knew he felt what he's feeling. and when i see him next week i will not tell him what i just found out. because it is his private blog and it's not my place to tell him that i know. truth be told, i won't say i understand. i don't think i ever will, and i don't think i really want to.

this is his own way to express the way he feels and i won't stand in his way. i won't comment on his blog, and i'm positive he will never comment on mine or even visit it. and i don't really care.

even after reading his blog he is still a mystery to me, he always was and always will be to me. i don't mind.

my sister's friend is also a blogger and the way i found out is really funny. and she knows i blog too, but she doesn't know it's actually me. she actually commented on my blog once and when i saw her the next day it was like... i don't know.

i always check out their blogs but i will never ever comment or say something.

and having the knowledge that they may never read this, is actually fine. i just wanted to write this because they might read this. and if they figure out who i am (which i doubt) then maybe we'll see what happens.

if they read this.. all i have to say is:
your secret's safe with me :P

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Beavis and Butthead in Mr. Anderson's balls

lool sha5bary!

i loved the show when they used to air it.
i couldn't stop laughing then, and i can't stop laughing now..

dumb asses

Weirdest Dream Ever!

To tell you the truth I don’t remember how it all started, but I do remember how weird it was. I was one of the weirdest dreams I’ve ever had, and I just couldn’t not publish it, I never wanna forget it. So I decided to write it down and publish it.

Here goes nothing..

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It felt like a normal day to me, everything was normal. I was at school, I was freaking out because I didn’t finish my art assignment. It was normal. Until my brother showed up at school with the same problem. That was okay. Me and my brother always do everything at the last minute. What was weird was why was he at my school. You have to know is that I’m in a public high school. Which meant girls only. So why is he here? And why am I not telling him to leave before I get suspended. I mean he snuck in. but that’s not the problem.

He came to me complaining about not having any paint. Which was unsurprisingly my problem too. So we go to find some paint. So we go to the other school near the art department. And when we step into the school, stairs magically appear out of nowhere to take us underground. Now you must know that my school is huge! It’s 2 schools made into one. And when you enter the second school stairs don’t magically appear to take you anywhere, or more importantly under ground. Moving on.

We go underground and there are house-like things surrounding us with one in the middle that’s much higher than the others. We move on for our search for paint. We knock on the first door we see and an old lady opens the door. We ask her for some paint and she says that some other house has some, but he won’t give it to us unless we have something else, which I don’t really remember. We thank her and go to the next door and it’s the same story and said that if we gave him this he’ll give us that.
So it became like a trade thing. But what was really weird was that at the end they all said the same thing “just don’t tell ‘the wife’” who the hell was ‘the wife’ little did we know that we were going to find out.

So we didn’t really give their warning much thought and went to look for what we came for. And the only house left was the one in the middle. So we go the house – reluctantly- and knock the door. Then we were shocked to find my uncle answer the door. Instantly we were happy to see a face we knew well. We said hi and talked and all that. And we asked him for the paint. He said he’d trade us the paint for some brushes. We immediately agreed and went to get the paintbrushes that I had in my bag. But before we left he said “just don’t show them to my wife”

“Wait a minute… She’s ‘the wife’?” I said surprised to see my uncle afraid of his wife.
“Yes. Just go and hurry.” he said pushing us to leave.

So we leave and get the paintbrushes and we go back with smiles and hope in our hearts to know that we’re not going to flunk in our class.

We arrive at my uncles’ house and my brother goes up the stairs and knocks on the door. I wait downstairs impatient and wanting to go finish my painting.

We had fear on our eyes when my uncles’ wife opens the door. And my brother tries to hide his painting but she sees it and takes it from him. And glares at him. I throw my painting under the stairs where my uncles’ huge painting leans on the stairs. I stretch my hand to my uncle’s wife indicating that I would throw away the painting. A look of pride crosses her face and gives it to me with a smile. I take the painting and throw it under the stairs along the other paintings.

The smile is still on her face when she comes down to hug me and tell me how proud she is of me. As she got closer she noticed how my eyes kept looking past her. She turns around and spots the paintings. She turns to me with a look of disappointment and anger, and goes to pick the bigger painting –my uncles’. She takes a letter opener from her pocket and puts holes in his painting. In the back of my mind I wonder why she would have a letter opener in her pocket, to keep it for emergencies? When she gets a letter out of now where? I didn’t know. And I ceased to care when I saw what she had done to the painting.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing? You can’t do that!” I screamed at her while my brother ran down the stairs to see what was happening.
“I can do whatever I want!” And then WHAM!
She slaps me! Who the hell does she think she is?! I open my mouth to speak when she hits me again. And I start to taste blood in my mouth. I turn to look at her when I see my uncle coming from around the corner. He sees me and asks what happened.

“I..and then she..” I couldn’t finish my sentence. I was too shocked to even say a coherent sentence.
“Is that all you can say?” she says obnoxiously. At that moment I felt something snap. Either it was my tolerance for her or my sanity. I couldn’t tell.
“You wanna know what I can say? F*** YOU!”
“uh –oh” was the only thing my brother said before he ran. I didn’t know I had that in me. I didn’t know I had that much balls.

Her eyes almost fell out of their sockets when she heard me. And my uncle… well he was too shocked to do anything to say the least.

I saw her walking over to me. That’s when I knew that it was time to go. I started running when she started to walk faster. When I got out of the school. I see myself getting out of one of the English classrooms in the other school that’s located upstairs. But I kept running until I was running next to my brother.

“DID YOU SEE WHAT SHE DID TO ME?! THE F***ING B***H K** O**A!” I scream while running. Girls stop and stare after they heard what I said and see my brother but that never stopped us from running.

And then I woke up..

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Random

*it is 8:16 and i am still in my bed laughing my ass off because everybody is off to school.. but me!

*yesterday i gave my parents my report card. and for once they were actually happy! but then they said they wanted better results in the finals. *sighs* i knew it was too good to be true :(

* i woke up today realizing that eid is in a couple of weeks. and i still have nothing to wear. and i really need to go the salon to get ready.

* this is the part where i have penis envy. girls have to go shop and go to the salon to do their nails hair and other woman stuff when all guys have to do is buy a dishdasha and go to the 7alag 3ashan e7algoon. they have no idea how easy they have it.

*right now i'm eating yesterdays birthday cake. hehe

*i had no idea that i was such a music freak! yesterday i downloaded 41 songs in 10 minutes! where the hell do i get these songs?!

*god bless limewire :D

*i forgot to tell y'all i got my iPOD back!! yaaaay!! and thankfully all the songs and videos that were in the iPOD are still there which is fantastic!!

*i have no idea what everyone's problem is! i wanna cut my hair. and everytime i say they scream "NOOOOOOOOOOOO! don't you dare!" why not? i wanna change my style at least :( but they say it's perfect. i don't like it much. oh well.

* what's your place with your siblings? in our house: 1.the perfect girl (my sister) 2.the outsider (my brother) 3-4. the jokers (me and my other brother) 5. the spoiled brat (my younger brother) what are you?

*if you're the youngest of the family. do they spoil you? or mi6rash 3ala rasik?

*i think this post is getting to long.. oh well!

*my mid-terms start this saturday! time is moving too fast for me and i can't keep up!

*i don't know what's wrong but i'm always thinking about my future car. like what color i want it or what company i want it from. i still have 2 years! but i really wanna drive. i loved it the first time i drove.

*have you seen or heard diddy's new song "tell me"? it's amazing!

* i'm wearing my favorite n3al. it's a gorilla :D (i'll post about it later)

* i bought 3 new books and i still haven't read them.i read just the first chapter and closed it. they weren't that good or interesting. which shows how much i judge a book by it's cover.

*i'm getting thirsty and out of things to say. i'll see you later!

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The Angel & The Devil

“You know what I hate?! I hate it when some @$$%*&! Takes two parking spaces! They should take away his license! I mean what if there was an emergency and the dude has to stop and he finds that he can’t have that space because there isn’t enough space for his own car because the @$$ took two parking spaces!!!” he said as he came in without saying hello or anything for that matter.
I lift my head up and see that he’s waiting for my reaction.
“Oh hey, Amy. How are you?” I say imitating his voice.
“Well hello there Jake. I’m fine, thank you for asking.” I reply to myself while he gives me his death stare that scares everybody but me.
“I’m just freaking out because of this test that I have in a couple of hours!” I yell and go back to my book, and I’m aware that he’s turning to see if there’s anybody around.
“DAMNIT! GOD DAMNIT! Why are you always mean when no one’s around?” he says as he gets closer and sits on the ground next to me.
“What?” I say finally looking at him.
“Yeah. When nobody’s around you’re a big mean sarcastic monster…thing,” he says while tries to make a shape of me with his hands.

I open my mouth to make a smart come back. But he beats me to it.
“In front of everybody you’re like a cute little helpless angel and I’m the devil. And people feel sorry for you and wonder why you even put up and hang out with me. For once I want you to be like that in front of people. Just once.” He begs me.

I roll my eyes and look at him. “You know why I hang out with you. And we both can’t be bad guys at the same time. There has to be some kind of… mixture? Does that make any sense?” I say as the bell rings and people are getting out of class and start filling the halls.
“Not really.” He grins with a look in his eyes that I can’t help but secretly love, as I grin back at him.

We keep looking into each other’s eyes for a couple of seconds and I can feel my heart beating faster. He blinks and clears his throat. The moment’s gone and I can feel him looking at everything but me. I turn and try to continue studying.

“Ok this place is a mess.” He says while he picks up the books and candy wrappers from around me. And he gets up and throws it in the trash and comes back to put my books in my backpack.
A smile is on my face when he comes back.
“What?” he asks in confusion.

“You switched.”

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My B.Day

so the day has *finally* come! it's my birthday!

so happy birthday me! hehe

no i feel that i must say this. so that nobody gets this wrong.
when you get me my present. i expect it to be nice. if there's no present. money is expectable. money is also preferable. and i won't be accepting anything less than 5 k.d. :D

so that's that! and now i'm gonna go to bed. got a big test tomorrow! wish me luck sweeties!!

i expect to see some serious presents in the mail :P

night guys.

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